Last week I told you of a possible root canal. It included my graphic exaggeration of what I expected that surgery to include.
It turns out my doctor (who said I might have shingles) and my dentist (who said I might need a root canal) were both wrong.
I called my neurologist and talked with him a few minutes and he said, "I know exactly what's going on. You have trigeminal neuralgia."
I said, "a what?"
One of the cranial nerves has lesions on it that cause a "very interesting" pain in my cheek. I am now on the right direction for treatment and am doing fine.
But, here's the sermonic application - I wonder how many times I misdiagnose stuff that's going on in my spirit. I almost took steroids that wouldn't help or had a root canal that I didn't need. How many times do I take steps to ease a pain in my soul and I'm not treating the real cause of the problem?
Avoiding people, but not dealing with anger.
Changing my environment, but not dealing with my own sin.
Blaming others for crippling fear.
Puffing myself up to hide what's not really hidden.
Jeremiah recorded these words, "The heart is deceitful above all things and beyond cure. Who can understand it (17.9)?"
The next verse answers the question, God.
I misdiagnose me all the time. Then I find my way to God who reminds me, "I know exactly what's going on. That's not what you need, this is what will ease the pain."
You would think that with the amount of time that I spend with my soul that I would be the most qualified to diagnose problems. It turns out that I am the least qualified. The Creator of my soul is much more knowledgeable on soul health than I am.
He knows that someone else can't see the real problem, and I can't be honest enough to get to the issues. The Great Physician knows what's wrong and knows how to fix it.
I trust my neurologist to help me with M.S. symptoms.
I trust my Lord God to help me with what lasts forever.
I'm In Good Hands,
Pastor Dave
Friday, July 27, 2012
I'm In Good Hands
Friday, July 20, 2012
In the Chair
My dentist told me there's a root canal in my future. I disagreed with her, "No, there's not." She smiled, "Yes, there is." I said, "No, there's not." She said, "Yes, there is." She's not a good listener.
I had pictures in my mind of the procedure that went like this-
The sweet lady takes a pair of vise-grips and sterilizes them in gasoline. Then she clamps on any random tooth, rips it out, and soaks it in rubbing alcohol. While my tooth is soaking she takes her DeWalt drill with the 1/2inch bit and drills a hole where the tooth was and fills the hole with a really expensive epoxy. She then pounds the tooth back in place with a rubber mallet and I gargle with Lysol.
That's a root canal in my mind. "Thanks, I'm busy that day. And that one. And that one too. How's February 35th, 2087 look for you?"
I put off what I don't want to experience. Even if it's needed.
Have you ever done that with God? Me too.
Have you ever wrongly assumed what God is going to do? Me too.
Have you ever let your imagination lie to you about God? Me too.
God's fix for what is dangerous in my soul has nothing to do with vise-grips or Lysol. But, He is very interested in removing poison. In fact, he's passionate about it. He knows the damage that it can cause. Grace works better than rubbing alcohol and the death/resurrection of Christ is more effective than a DeWalt drill.
Surrender is not as bad as I think it is. Hidden sin is worse than I know. I've got an appointment for right now.
In the chair,
Pastor Dave
Friday, July 6, 2012
What exposes your need for God?
Most Christians readily admit their dependence on God's interaction with their lives. It is more difficult to act on something than it is to admit it.
People who are dependent on God…
1. Talk.
How are we at talking with the Lord? Really? This is not trying to get Him to do something for us; it's about letting Him do something in us. We can't be dependent on someone we are too busy to talk to.
2. Wait.
How are we on waiting on the Lord? Sometimes I ask and then do what I want. It felt good to ask God's opinion, but it's not my fault if He doesn't respond quickly or clearly enough. I asked. Guidance requires listening.
3. Act.
What would happen if we fully lived what we already knew? My need for God is revealed inside of my living for God. Do I act in a way that demonstrates my willingness to follow a new revelation of God? God is unlikely to reveal the unknown to a person who hasn't acted on the known.
4. Applaud.
Praise is too often neglected. It's not about me thanking God for stuff that I like. It's about recognizing God because of who He is. Applause and complaint are determined by my level of current enjoyment not by the constant that is God.
5. Growth.
Farmers know about success by the level of growth and resulting fruit. Isn't that what Jesus called followers to? Growth and fruit. One doesn't happen without the other. People who know and act on their need for God are people who grow in Him and let Him work through them.
Today I woke thinking heavy thoughts. I thought about our need for God as a church. I thought about my need right now. I wondered how obvious our need is.
Needing God,
Pastor Dave